Home again..

It's been awhile since I posted anything after my Paris trip. If anyone wants to read about my Paris trip, please go to Travel blog.

I had been busy since I got back, as I had to go to work the next day. Therefore, I just haven't managed to have time and sit infront of the computer to type my blog. Anyways, I had handed in my one month notice and I decided to go back to Hong Kong for good (although it isn't something that I really want). Part of the reason why I am leaving is because I've got rejected from the consultant interview. I wasn't expecting to get the job anyways, but it is still disappointing as this is something that I have been dreaming to do in the end. Anyways, I will try again in a few years time, I know they are questioning about my experience as I know I don't have as much experience compare to a lot of other people. I won't be let this to bring me down, but I will keep trying again, probably next year or the year after. Hopefully, I will be able to get into this type of job.

These days, I just realise that I don't have much time in U.K. Everytime when I go and do my weekly shopping, I realised that I shouldn't get that many things, since I will be leaving the country soon. For me, I'm having this reality check and bring me to realise how close November is and I have no other ways to excuse myself to stay in U.K, especially I had already handed in my notice as well. This whole thing about going back to Hong Kong really starting to hit me and upsets me. I know i had been running away from all the problems in Hong Kong for years, since I first came to U.K and study, I've tried to hide away from the problem and never really want to face it. But part of me is saying it is time for me to face the problem and not to run away form it again.

On the other hand, I really don't want to go back, as I'm not sure if I will ever enjoy the life in Hong Kong. I got so used to living by myself in my own lifestyle, but going back means I have to live in other people's lifestyle, even though they are my family. I just think this will be really difficult. All my close friends are in U.K while I'm going back to Hong Kong. This is the time that I really need the support from my friend, yet I don't have them around me. I just think this is very very annoying.

Anyways, I should stop thinking too much about it. I should look forward to my Switzerland trip in October and really hope I can have the best remaining time in U.K.

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