My first date with...

Technically yesterday it wasn't really my 1st date with KitKit, it is my 1st date since that "incident" in Hong Kong. It just felt all strange in some ways, as KitKit mentioned, just don't know how to explain it. I was going to write the blog last night after I came home, but I just cannot start thinking about him, as I know I will be burst out of tears if I ever do. Speaking of which, I was shattered in tears just before I sleep, it took me such a long time before I can shut myself up. I was so tempted to give him a sms, but I just had a look at the time, it was pretty late and I just decided not to.

It is really strange, I was fine (well fine in the sense of no tears but there is definately the sadness) when we seperate from the airport and all those days until yesterday. I guess my emotions just collapsed especially after seeing him. I was going to go out with Babybunnie today, but I was just too tired and I just don't have any mood of going out at all. I hope I will be fine tomorrow.