Dilemma and decision...

The only way that I can describe the past week was DILEMMA... All I've been doing is decision making, although I was making decision for myself, it wasn't easy at all. Most of the time, I've been thinking and thinking, sometimes I would stare at something and just think about it. And finally I've made my decision, but still I kept thinking if that was the right choice...

Something that I hope I will agree later on as time will tell, I made this decision based on my instinct. I just have some kind of funny feeling about that sales assistant job that I got offered. Cannot tell what kind of funny feelings I had but it wasn't anything good. I hope as time goes by I can tell whether I can trust my own instinct or not.

Anyways, I guess I can't get away from IHG, I've worked in IHG in U.K and now back in Hong Kong, I'm still with IHG, is this something called faith?? As my new GM said to me, welcome back to IHG... scary....

Overall, its been a quite a lucky week (unlike me...) I guess I've used up all my good luck and here comes the worst. Anyways, I've managed to hook up with some old friends that I've totally lost contact for awhile and chat up with them. One of them is getting married by the end of the year, I hope I can go to his wedding, since this will be my first time to attend my friend's wedding, but I'm not sure if I have to work or not. It's bloody shift work, which makes things so unpredictable yet sometimes adorable.

Long time no see....

I've met up with a friend (Ariel) that I haven't seen for a very long time, I guess at least for 2 years. It's been great to see her again and just to chat about anything and everything. I really missed my time back in high school and it just felt great to see her again and being able to sit down and chat.

The friendship between us was kinda strange, we used to be quite close and hang around together most of them time. As we grew up, things changed and so did our friendship. It was alright but it wasn't at its best, however things changed since 2 years ago, when I first saw her since we graduated from high school. I think it is because we grew up and realised we did stupid things when we were young, our attitude towards friendship was so different compare to before. Once again, we started to keep in touch (not the best we could have done, but at least tried). This time when I got back to Hong Kong, I just decided I should be the one who make the move and starting to contact all the friends back in high school, therefore I left her a message in friendster.

Anyways, she rang me this morning, it was just nice to speak to her again on the phone. I wasn't planning to see her as it was Sunday and my parents were thinking about going somewhere far out, but it turns out that we were doing anything too special and I didn't really go that far, so gave her a ring and met up today. Our chat was interesting, some surprises, some funny memories. I just think it is just nice to be with someone which you had gone through your past with, who is part of your memory. It's really nice to see her and have her as a friend. I truely thank for everything that we shared.

Anyways, just some thoughts about it, now some updates about myself. BabyBunnie left Hong Kong on Friday, that was quite sad, as I don't think neither her parents or myself wanted her to leave at all. It would be nice for her to be in Hong Kong, at least I just think it would be better for her in some aspects. Anywas, I will try hard to talk her out and hope she would change her mind about staying in U.K. It's time for her to come "home". Went out and watched a movie with KitKit, it is quite an interesting movie as its the first movie we saw since we got back from U.K. and that movie was an U.K. movie. Isn't that nice? We went to see "The Constant Gardener". it was quite a good movie, I was so worried whether this movie is gonna be sh*t or boring, but it turns out fine, interesting topic and very British thinking.

I didn't do much during this week, mainly stayed at home and look for job, I really really hope I can find a job soon, as I just hate this feeling at the moment. But I know I might not be able to get a job until after christmas or even after chinese new year.