Christmas 2007

Merry Christmas everyone!!

I guess I'm not a good blogger, as I don't update that often. Afterall, there isn't that much happening around me, most of my life is work, eat, sleep, try to hang out with my friends where possible and spare some time for myself with Kit. It's kind of routine or somehow boring (as some might find), I'm still surviving with this kind of lifestyle, at least I get my freedom to hang out with my friends till late.

So as you can guess from my routine life, my Christmas will be quite normal compare to others, I went out with Kit for a movie and dinner in Elements, then came home for another movie.

Most recently, I have hung out with my friends quite often, in the same time, I have taken quite a lot of pictures with them. It is quite interesting after many years later you look through your pictures again, just to figure out when you took that picture. (This happened to me recently, where I cannot remember when and how come I took this picture, I'm still trying to search this part of my memory). As time flies, you will have more things to remember about and I find some of the less important memories, you would have left out and forgotten about it. I just hope I haven't forgotten some of the things that I want to remember at that stage of life, so photos and blogs might be a good tool for an aging me.

As said, I have spent quite a lot of my leisure time with my friends, which I'm worry if I have left Kit out from my life. It's really hard to find the balance of life (which I think I had mentioned before in my previous post). It is just too hard to balance family, work and friends. I think somehow I have left out my family, which I have no intention to do so, but afterall I just want to thank their understanding and knowing that I am at least trying to coupe with all three.

This is all I've got to say for now, I want to have another update just on New Year Eve, just to round off and say good bye to 2007.

P.S Please see the recent picture of me and Kit =D

Childhood

I was just thinking when I was walking down in Toy's R Us the other day, one thing that I have noticed was the things that I used to love the most when I was still young, I just don't like the anymore. Those things to me just look too childish and waste of money, it is just amazing how age can change one's perspective.

I do understand how age would change someone, but I just think time has gone by too quickly. At this moment, when I look back time just gone by too quickly, my childhood was too short. I was having dinner with my old friends and this is something we noticed, there are things we would love to do, but we are unable to do because of our body, our life etc, just like what she said 力不從心. I think there isn't anyway better to describe my life right now. When I was young, I always hope to be able to party all night and hang around with my friend, however due to my strict family, I was never be able to do so. Right now, even when I have the chance to party all night, I would not be able to do so, just because I might be too tired or I just cannot be bothered to do so.

At this moment, I can feel the aging process and noticed the difference. I just wish the childhood could be longer and to be have more freedom when I was younger, which then I could do things that I want to do and not having to regret it when I've aged. Perhaps as my birthday is coming up, I just have these kind of thoughts, as we (old friends) said we have lived a quarter of a century now. Doesn't time just flies?

Taking about meet up with friends, it was nice to talk to my old friends from high school, its been a very long time since I saw them last, we are all busy with our own life, so it would always be great to catch up. I miss talking to them so much and just hope we would be able to do that more often. I guess afterall this is life, when you are young, you have plenty of time to do some random things, but when you start to work, you just don't have time for most of the things you want to do. It turns out you will have priority to do different things and missed out some of the things you would do when you were young.

Forgotten

I've always love to read the things you write and since the day we started to keep in touch, I have started to read your blog . Read your entries about 泡菜, then started to remember all sort of things from our childhood. The first detention, the letters that you write to me when you were in states etc, what I've realised I missed out a lot for the past years and the most important thing was I missed our friendship. I still remember the things you said to me, the letters that you wrote to me, you cannot imagine how deeply I was touched by this. Don't get me wrong, we were never those boy and girl relationships, but its always been just friend. A lot of the lost memories have come back to me again and realised things that I shouldn't be forgotten have been forgot. However one thing that I know, you were not forgotten, it just somehow we lost contact. It's great that you still remember me after all these years and I just want to catch up with all the things that have happened to you.

We all have grown up and busy with our work, our life and never have the time to look back to different stories. This is how our memories have been forgotten. It's time to just stop and think back now, hoping to find things that we have missed out in our life.

I just want to thanks for everything, it meant a lot for me to be able to keep in touch with you again (although that doesn't happen too often). I just wish we would be able to sit down and start talking just like the good old times. Still waiting for that day to come......